12 months 365 days 8760 hours 525600 minutes 31536000 seconds

31,536,000 seconds and counting....

Each second have been the best seconds of my life, and the hardest. In each one of these seconds I've had to Love to deepest fibers of my soul. Also I've had to watch this love from afar, say good bye to this love time and time again. Slowly but surely i realize how real it is. Its possibly the best feeling in the world. We've made it a year, some say that's short but to me its a lifetime some much as we have found out can go on in a year. I'm watching a new president get elected and make history, I'm singlehandedly rebuilding a country with a few brothers of course. And I'm proud to say that while watching all this "i'm yours"

The "New" List

1. I want to experience and watch the world change and grow with you.
2. I want the farthest parts of the world under my feet with you.
3. (weird) I want to be the holder of your deepest darkest secrets.
4. I want you to be the holder of mine.
5. When i say i love you...believe me i mean it......................
6. hhaha = To put a bandaid on your scraped knee.
7. If i had only one wish before i died i would wish for one more chance to say hello then and ILY..
8. I want to kiss you in an airport
9. Again on a train platform, a bus platform, hanging out of a taxi, and walking along a river
10. in regards to number 8 and 9 then i want to follow you on to that mode of transportation rather then say goodbye.
11. I'm glad I can call you a friend
12. I want to experiement new food with you....
13. I'm going to call you the 9th wonder of the world. the other 8 havnt anything on you.
14. I want you
15. I'm going to love you until the day I die regardless the situation....never will i look at you and say youre not good enough for me....NEVER EVER!

So you can say today is a pretty good day. Ive given love I've felt love and I've felt pain a good pain all in the name of Stephanie...

And i cant wait for the next step...Its scary.....will you scream with me ; )


Love always Jason, yours


LOVERMAN - this sums it up


There's a devil waiting outside your door (How much longer?)
There's a devil waiting outside your door (How much longer?)
And he's bucking and braying and pawing at the floor (How much longer?)
And he's howling with pain, crawling up the walls (How much longer?)
There's a devil waiting outside your door (How much longer?)
And he's weak with evil and broken by the world (How much longer?)
And he's shouting your name and asking for more (How much longer?)
There's a devil waiting outside your door (How much longer?)

Loverman! Since the world began
Forever, amen, till the end of time, yeah
Take off that dress, oh
I'm coming down, yeah
I'm your loverman, yeah
'cause I am what I am what I am what I am what I am

L is for LOVE, baby
O is for ONLY you that I do
V is for loving VIRTUALLY everything that you are
E is for loving almost EVERYTHING that you do
R is for RAPE me
M is for MURDER me
A is for ANSWERING all of my prayers
N is for KNOWING your loverman's going to be the answer to all of yours

Loverman! Till the bitter end
While the empires burn down
Forever and ever and ever, ever, amen
I'm your loverman
So help me, baby
So help me, baby
'cause I am what I am what I am what I am what I am
I'm your loverman

There's a devil crawling along your floor (How much longer?)
There's a devil crawling along your floor (How much longer?)
With a trembling heart, he's coming through your door (How much longer?)
With his straining sex in his jumping paw (How much longer?)
Ooh, there's a devil crawling along your floor (How much longer?)
And he's old and he's stupid and he's hungry and he's sore
And he's blind and he's lame and he's dirty and he's poor
Gimme more, gimme more, gimme more, gimme more, gimme more, gimme more (How much longer?)
There's a devil crawling along your floor

Loverman! Haha! And here I stand
Forever, amen
'cause I am what I am what I am what I am, hey
Forgive me, baby
My hands are tied
And I got no choice, no, no, no, no
I got no choice, no choice at all

I'll say it again
L is for LOVE, baby
O is for OH yes I do
V is for VIRTUE, so I ain't gonna hurt you
E is for EVEN if you want me to
R is for RENDER unto me, baby
M is for that which is MINE
and
A is for ANY old how, darling
and
N is for ANY old time

Loverman! Yeah, yeah, yeah! I got a masterplan, yeah
To take off your dress, yeah
And be your man, be your man, hey
Seize the throne, haha
Seize the mantle
Seize that crown, yeah
'cause I am what I am what I am what I am, that's I am
I'm your loverman

There's a devil laying by your side (How much longer?)
There's a devil laying by your side (How much longer?)
You might think he's asleep, but take a look at his eyes (How much longer?)
And he wants you, darling, to be his bride (How much longer?)
Yeah, there's a devil laying by your side (How much longer?)

Loverman! Loverman! Loverman!
I'll be your loverman!
Till the end of the time!
Till the empires burn down!
Forever, amen
I'll be your loverman
I'll be your loverman
I'm your loverman
I'm your loverman
Yeah, I'm your loverman
I'm your loverman
Loverman
I'm your loverman
I'm your loverman
I'm your loverman
Yeah, I'm your loverman
Yes, I'm your loverman
Loverman
Loverman
Loverman
Forever, amen
Loverman
Loverman (How much longer?)